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Aaron Force's avatar

When I speak of ego it really captures this sense of trying to control everything, to name it and file it in its proper spot on the shelf. BTW, this has been a lifelong tendency of mine and I still to this day struggle with it. But when we try to define things so strongly, like a particle, it escapes into the wave and eludes us altogether—the more we try to capture it the quicker it evades us and we find ourselves chasing solutions in life without ever grasping them. I've only very recently begun to allow myself to simply be immersed in the flow of life and live within it. The more I do, the more easily I recognize the illusion of certainty.

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Mia Katherine Boyle's avatar

Yes! Beautiful..."meant to be lived, not captured". This makes me think of all the distraction created in public forums that have been 'industrialized', like commercialized 'big' media and how dangerous they truly are. It doesn't take much to throw you off. All the hours of watching and listening to the crafted manipulations and opinions 'out there' can lead you astray from the most subtle desires for self expression and creativity. The continued separation from our inner voice can create confusion and ultimately loss of meaning.

The loss of meaning in one's life, I believe, is a mistaken perception. There is always meaning but if one loses touch with that meaning or can no longer recognize it, this can mean a lifetime of hard choices. The presence of emotional vampires and abusers in one's life is a sure sign that you've lost the plot of your inner being. Redrawing boundaries and daring to spend time alone, in reflection is often a necessary form of healing. Setting aside time to create, play music or learn a new craft or spending time in nature are all meditations that bring me back to myself.

I thank those vampires, they were my teachers...

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